Thursday, September 09, 2010

Miss you dear......

Its two months today since you left us... I have known you for only around 2 years.. You were so different from the image I had before I met you.. You were someone whom I felt so much at ease with when I met you.. You were someone whom I enjoyed every moment with.. You were one of the few people whom I felt like picking the phone and making a call... Yet I never understood the pain you hid behind your laughs.. Yet I didnt give in to my urge to call and talk to you on that fateful day.. I dont know why...

Miss you dear Balamani....

Friday, September 03, 2010

Vidyarambham

Dusshera -  to me it was always some festival that doesnt have anything to do with malayalis. Celebrated elsewhere in India.. Known to me only as the 10lines of hindi essay that I had to learn byheart.

For me all that mattered was "Puja holidays" or the "Pujaveypu" or "Vidrarambham". I knew the 10days was important for students. Starting from the first day of Navrathri, no non-veg was to be eaten. You get your morning tea only after taking bath and you have to pray to Saraswathi. And then on Durgashtami day, you keep your books for Puja. The impression I had was one should never read anything onceyou have kept the books for Puja. So I couldnt read story books, newspapers or even read the prayer books. I remember taking effort not to read the titles written while watching TV or movies.

And as every other Hindu kid growing up in Kerala, I used to look forward to the Durgashtami day. Once you keep your books for puja on this day, nobody will ask you to study anything until you take it back on Vijayadashami day morning- even if you had an exam the next day.

My memories of Pujaveypu is always associated with memories of my father's house at Paravoor (in Ernakulam Dist) and the Mookambika temple there.  Every year, there were two occassions when I would definitely go to my father's house - For Puja and then when he and his brothers go to Sabarimala. Navrathri is a big festival there. On Durgashtami day, after school, we go to my father's house and then along with my cousin's I go to Mookambika temple for keeping my books for Puja. On Vijayadashami day, early morning we go for the 'nirmalya darshan' , ie worshipping the devi before the previous days decorations are removed. So we will be there before the temple opens with my aunt, mom and cousins.  This is a beautiful temple with the Srikovil surrounded by a Lotus pond and shrine of Ganesha to the right of the Godess. Outside the main temple are shrines of Mahavishnu, Hanuman,Veerabhadran, Yakshi and Subramanian.

Later, as I grew up and learnt more about temples and the stories associated with them, I grew closer to another temple. Sree Dharmasastha temple at Thiruvullakkavu in Thrissur Dist. More than the legends associated with the temple, what inspired me was the family story - One of my maternal uncles and a cousin of my mother had their initiation to study (Vidyarambham) at this temple and they both were exceptionally brilliant and had multiple talents and grew on in their careers to be becomes head of major companies. The temple was close for me during my Engineering college days in Thrissur and the good thing in this temple, you can do Vidyarambham on any day at any age. So during my engineering days, I did my second Vidyarambham at this temple. [ But career doesnt look so bright and my only way becoming head of a company will be start one on my own].  This temple is a "kavu" with only the main diety and Ganesha shrine to the left. A Saraswathy shrine is newly added in front of which is a hall where Vidrarambham is done. The place is supposed to have been a thick forest in earlier days.

Anyway, it was a dream come true for me, when I was able to take my son to Thiruvullakkavu for his Vidyarambham on VIjayadashami day last year and ofcourse I didnt forget the Mookambika Devi who bestowed me with her blessings. Let both the God and the Godess bless my son and all other students with their studies.

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

Krishna and Nandagovind

" I need two vuvuzelas."
"Why do you need two?"
"One for me and one for Krishna."

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"Its Krishna's birthday today. Let us wish him Happy Birthday. We have got him a new mundu also"
"Ok.. Let us buy cake also for Krishna"

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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

College Days

I am a person who was never much a part of fun activites in college. For me, college life was more of attend the classes, come home for lunch, if there is an hour without class, come back home. May be my father's recent death and my mother's health issues and the resultant responsibility I felt towards helping my mother running the house were reasons to this. But still when I think about college days, there are few things that make me smile. Jotting down one of the first things that come to my mind and make me smile.
It was an Onam celebration day in class. Everyone was dressed up for Onam and then there were fun events. I dont remember all the programs we had that day. But I remember that few girls were planning some programme and I didnt have a clue about what it was. They were writing something and planning all in hushed voice. That was when someone said it was a play and they had the introduction written down and wanted someone to read it out and my name popped up. So I walked over to the dais which was acting as the stage that day with a piece of paper I had never read before. I started reading it without realising what was in store.
The play we are going to present is "...." and the people behind it are Direction.. Story.. Script... So it went for a page and then I started realising what is happening along with the rest of the class. I still cant help smiling thinking of that day and what I was reading. And then the play... A girl walked to the stage with a lighted candle and kept it on the table..
After the play I got an explanation.." You are the only one person whom the class will not think is playing a joke.. Thats why we chose you to introduce the play.."
I know its not a big joke for people who have played enough pranks and enjoyed school and college life.. But for me it is probably the only joke I can think of where I was part of..
And then the other part of college life that I always brings a smile to my lips are the Kaalakoodam editions... Kudos to all those behind that wonderful creation....

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

From Pensioner's Paradise to Silicon Valley of India

TI completed 25 years in India. I am happy having been part of this company for the past 9 years :-) Had it not happened 25 years back, Bangalore might still have been pensioner's paradise.....









Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Rolling Stone.....????

"Rolling stone gather no moss".. So goes the saying...
Wiki says "It appears that the original intent of the proverb saw the growth of moss as desirable, and that the intent was to condemn mobility as unprofitable.The contemporary interpretation of equating moss to undesirable stagnation has turned the traditional understanding on its head: Erasmus's proverb gave the name "rolling stone" to people who are agile (mobile) and never get rusty due to constant motion".
I have stayed on for 9 years in the same organisation.. But worked across domains on the same platform.. Now I have started feeling if I havent gained anything.. either monetary or technically..
So rolling over and over at the same place - you neither collect moss not rust....

Thursday, July 01, 2010

One Hundred Years of Solitude

When sometime back Dhanush suggested me to read the book, "One Hundred Years of Solitude", what I replied was something like 'the name sounds so boring and doesnt feel like reading it when I hear the name'. He asked me to change my perspective of Marquez and start reading them. So that was how Love in the Time of Cholera and One Hundred Years of Solitude got their place in my "To Read" list. Love in the Time of Cholera was a real good book. I enjoyed it thoroughly. But I started reading One Hundred Years of Solitude with the same attitude that I was having.. so boring.. And I was literally dragging on with it..sometimes falling asleep in the bus while reading it... But somewhere in the story, something just triggered my interest.. I have not been able to figure what really interested me.. But I just got involved with what happens in Buendia family.. May be the magic of Marquez's writing to start slowly, telling about everyday life in a way that you slowly feel part of the story and then after finishing, the characters just lingers around you.. Even though the story happened in a different spatial and temporal domain, you can still relate the characters and events to yourself and people around you.. Though the last of the Beundia's were carried away by the ant as Melquides' predications said, the same cycle repeats itself with a different family name at a different place at a different time..

Couple of things I cant help mentioning here..

The story made me remember one of the early poetries that my mother taught me in my LP classes for the English recitation competitions..

In the village, in the village, in the village
Life repeats itself, life repeats itself.
There is sunlight, there is darkness..

Here you can read it fully:

http://www.threes.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=2176:andrew-oerk&catid=83:literature&Itemid=67

Secondly, arent Melquiades' parchments what they are promoting as Naadijyothisha these days.. Sages have written down all about your life, including when you will read them, your previous and next lives, centuries ago..

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Some recent reads...

The best part of having moved to the new house is I have started sticking to timings. I have decided to use the BTP bus service to and fro and hence I have regular working hours now.. Atleast for the past one month, I have been able to stick to the routine. The part I enjoy the most in that is that the time I spent in the commute, I am able to use for reading.. I have never been able to find a regular time to read ever since Govind was born.. there were weeks together when I couldnt lay my hands on a book and grew really frustrated.. But now, though it is not much time, I am able to spend some time regularly to read... It makes my whole day more pleasant...

So I finished "Mathurapuri" this way... Translation of K.M.Munshi's "Krishnavatara II : The Wrath of an Emperor".. A very pleasant and interesting read.. The origiinal English version must have been a really good one and translation is also done very well.. I never felt like keeping the book down before finishing but then I had to..From my search on the internet, looks like all 8 parts of Krishnavatara are not translated to Malayalam... So I guess I have to read the English versions only since I badly want to read the rest of it...

The second book I finished is "Afterwards" by Jaishree Mishra... A simple light weight read.. A good book to finish in a travel.. I enjoyed the way it is written and also the story.. But looking at her website, are all her books dealing with unhappy marriages??

So now the third one is the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo, The first book of the millenium trilogy by Steig Larsson. I had never heard about this book until Anurag got a set of books including this one for me.. Search on the internet showed that the reviews are really great.. So I have reached around one fifth of the book and I have started wishing that my bus journeys are longer.. One of the reviews said the by page 15 the reader was sure he wanted to read it fully. I didnt feel it at page 15 but at page 140, I really didnt want to break reading when my bus reached office today.. Waiting badly for evening :-)